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Friday, February 13, 2009 @ 11:50 PM

i dunno wht makes me started writing this post.. i've got nothing to share today.. i'm just so overwhelmed.. today is valentine's eve.. m happy for my frens who are happy as well.. sometimes i feel pathetic for myself when i see those happy couples smiling at each other and go lovey dovey.. i think thts perfectly normal ryte.. i mean like, who do i need to mourn bout the relationship tht was already 'certified' sooo long ago? i can't stop to be mad at myself.. how much time on earth do i need to get over this whole damn thing? how much time do i need to suffer in order to move on? recently things happened and i just couldnt stop myself from wondering whther what is the meaning of my life.. do i do things cuz i reli want to or am i doing it just to get an approving smile or a single nod from people i love? do i wanna do things successfully cuz i duwan to disappoint ppl tht held high hopes on me or am i succeed cuz i reli want to taste and have the smile of victory? dun worry, i'm definitely now suicidal..

a million words will not bring u back,
cuz i tried,
a million tears will not bring u back,
cuz i cried.

tomorrow will be another day i guess.. i think this emotional feeling comes in pattern.. firstly u will feel sad, then u start to accept the fact tht the whole relationship is gone, u'll begin to feel better at least not to cry urself to bed anymore, u can move on ur day with a smile, then u'll miss tht person and feel sad again.. it goes in a cycle.. single people get to celebrate their valentine's day as welll.. at least i shud try my best to enjoy my valentine's day tml..

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