Sunday, December 21, 2008 @ 7:07 AM
i'm awake.. life's short.. recently i keep thinking bout how long will i still be able to sit here and update my blog.. how long will i still be able to see my family and all the ppl tht i love... or mayb once loved with all my heart as welll.. its scary to see tht how short our human lifespan is.. life's fragile.. it could be taken away from us by just a minor accident.. in everything tht i do recently, i'd ask myself whther how long i'd be able to do tht summo.. like for instance, when i play with my dog.. i nvr failed to ask myself this question again.. i wanted to write a letter to my family to tell them how much i love them.. as i nvr had the courage to tell them.. mayb i got influenced my books tht i've read.. watched this series the other day, Gem Of Life, i like the part where this stubborn old lady tht have always been trying to control her daughter's love life nearly got into an accident.. and she was also suspected to have cancer and the doctor told her tht these can also be seen as a warning tht god had gave to her.. she shud start appreciating her life instead.. a warning, yes.. i got involved in a car accident and some stupid malays robbed me and came back for me.. is this a warning too? i dunno.. but i'm reli trying to enjoy everything tht i'm doing now.. trying to do things without holding back nor thinking bout the consequences of doing so.. sometimes i think it's not good to worry so much.. just let things go naturally without interfering it.. let it be
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