Friday, December 12, 2008 @ 12:45 AM
i feel like vomiting.. its always like tht.. after meal.. quite some time already.. but i swear, i didnt puke everything out.. didnt even try to make myself vomit.. i duwan to get bulimia.. its stupid.. and pathetic.. not criticising bulimia-infected ppl.. but i just DON'T WANT to have bulimia.. the feeling is.. grosss? can't find the exact word.. it's disgusting.. something is reli wrong with me.. i have been sleeping alot recently.. bought Starbucks 2009 planner.. made from genuine leather.. its nice, smells nice, looks nice.. tot i wanna get a nice planner from KLCC.. save it for nez nez year.. tot of getting a starbucks mug.. i dunno why.. so tempted to go shopping.. mega sales everywhere.. i sleep early everyday.. like 6am in the morning.. life is terribly screwed up.. gonna correct it.. weeks away from Christmas.. haven started the preparation for bbq party.. not even sure bout the guest list.. dun bother bout my screwed up life.. have been reading alot of novels.. My best fren's girl from Dorothy Koomson is nice.. Remember me from sophie kinsella is nice as well.. haven started reading the Host from stephanie meyer.. gonna get The Gift real soon.. gonna get myself a new wallet, a pair of jeans, denim skirt, iPhone/iPod Touch (most probably iPhone), lots of statement T(s), mask, T-shirts, nice clothes for nez year, a pair of nice and classy heels (at least one), and a pair of nice shoe.. m impressed by my own desires.. thts definitely a long wish list..
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