Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 4:23 PM
ohmigod.. m feeling so great today.. sumtimes i reli dun understand myself.. i think its the frequent mood swing again.. but wtv, i wanna thank this period thing.. finally its doing something great on me.. aside from the backaches, stomachaches, etc etc..
weeeeeee
exam ended and i got back my life again.. but sad thing is, wednesday i'll be having a Psycho test on A2 syllabus.. i need a break, man! other colleges are happily enjoying their holidays.. its just so unfair.. and we're going for a community service on nez sat.. we have to reach college at 6.30am.. i think the organizer is mad.. come on, ppl living in cheras have to wake up like 5am? just for the sake of the community service.. but still its good to help ppl ryte?
weeeeee
little touch up bout my exams.. Law is good.. Econs is good as well.. i'm just worried bout my Psycho.. i know i can get a B.. but point is, i want an A for Psycho.. its all ryte.. let the result speak for itself..
weeeee
last nite i finally managed to clarify myself.. but before i talk bout how i feel bout it.. we haven been talking on the phone for like 2 weeks or so.. and i managed to survive, people! i deserve a loud applause.. and point is, i'm trying to be happy.. but deep down me i know there's this one thing tht's reli making me feeling unhappy.. how ironic is tht, huh.. he's still living in my heart i think.. and the feelings is still there.. haven went away.. i think all i nid is time.. gotta give some time to time =) and back to last night.. i was sad.. and i admit tht kayy.. i dunno.. but i'm feeling better today.. knowing tht there'll be no turning point.. and knowing tht there wont be anymore hopes for me to continue hoping for.. its a great release.. but i know i'll feel sad for a period of time.. time heals i think.. so guys, need not to worry bout urs truly.. m recovering more and more..
weeeeee
gonna save to shop during the year end.. and oh ya, ppl who are reading my blog.. i'll have a BBQ party at my house during Christmas Eve.. feel free to come over.. presence will be appreciated.. and my dear ex-classmates.. just in case if u dun know.. we'll be having a MCA gathering during 29nov.. not sure where izit yet.. but make sure u attend.. attendance is compulsory. Nyek nyek nyek
weeeeee
P/S: i feel loved (by dunno wht)
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