Sunday, October 5, 2008 @ 7:19 PM
Song: hai shi hao peng you (Fish liang/leo ku)http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/243341ht.htmi still feel paini can still feel the pain.. what is wrong with me? i tot all i needed was a few days and i'll continue moving on again.. just like how it used to be.. why am i checking my phone so regularly to see if he called or sms-ed me? why cant i just carry on when he has the ability to move on? thing is, what do i want? i want him to tell me how important i am to him.. i want him to tell me how much he likes me.. i want us to get bak to how we used to be.. get back to how we used to be? then will this same thing happen again and i'll be heartbroken again? i can't get back to how we used to be anymore even tho my heart is telling me to do so.. reason is, cuz i dun want all these heart breaking things to happen again.. i cried, and yeah.. does it mean tht i am weak? i dun know.. all i want is for him to call me again.. he offered to call me every night again.. but i refused.. cuz i dun know why is he doing this? is he merely pitying me? if thts the case, i'd rather not getting his calls.. and why do i miss him this much? i am weird.. something is wrong with me..
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