know what the picture means? it means being alone in somewhere tht u can't fit into.. being alone is not necassarily a bad thing.. being alone is a bad thing when u're feeling bad and it makes u feel worse.. and when u can't seem to fit into the surroundings no matter how hard u tried.. u'll have noone to turn to when u're facing all these emotions.. i think i'm feeling lost right now.. i have no sense of directions of where to go, where i want to go and where will i be.. i can't possibly tell this feeling to him.. when he opted and made up his mind.. i supposed there was no turning back.. no turning back for us and no more possibilities for us to get back together again.. is that so? i can't share my feelings nor he can share his thoughts and feelings with me anymore, isn't it.. bear with my insecurities.. i can't help it.. it happened bout 15days ago.. just recently when i stopped crying myself to bed.. i thought i have already comprehended.. but just yesterday.. when i thought of it.. i can still feel the bitterness and i still feel sad.. what will happen to us as time passes? i think i knew the answer.. we have already departed away from each other when u made up ur mind.. it's only gonna worsen.. i still love you