i think i'm quite enjoying the way i'm feeling recently.. call me weird or eccentric and see if i care.. nothing much for me to say bout my recent life.. its just, yeah, back to the studying life.. yes, u heard me, ANDREW.. i am studying.. been having insomnia for days.. till like early morning only i was able to sleep.. today i slept at 8am.. thts early i guess.. nothing much.. just trying to fit 10 core studies into my head.. with my brain complaining tht it has too little memory capasity left..
emo session
wht eventually made me feel worse was to know tht my bro became taller again.. thts just so annoying.. why is he growing taller when i'm not.. dun tell me m too old for tht.. i understand tht very well kayy.. wellll.. i'm just... just saying tht why am i not as tall as he is? GRRRR.. life is unfair..
emo session
i need 3 straight As'.. i want to get a scholarship to study law.. i want to prove to myself and definitely my parents tht i do not need their hard-earned money to further my studies, i am not risking with my own future and i am definitely is old & matured plus independent enough to take my own responsibilities.. i just terribly despise the way they thought tht i am studying cuz they wanted me to do so and not based on my own free will.. and i'll definitely search for means and ways to get a scholarship to go over to Manchester U to get my law degree by studying 3years there.. i don't wanna get twinning.. heard samuel said tht Singapore government do not recognize law twinning programme in malaysia.. they want us to study directly in UK if we are expecting ourselves to have the opportunity to work in Singapore..
emo session
Eventually i will have to strive harder and better in this AS.. or i don't stand a chance to get straight As' during the A2.. Law is just a study plus memorizing thing.. its not hard for me.. nor Psychology.. i calculated the marks tht i needed to get an A.. sayy minimum of 55 for Paper 1- short questions, 25 for Paper 1 -Section B, 15 for Paper 2 - Section A and lastly 17 for Paper 2 -Section B.. well, its good to be ambitious.. haven u heard of the saying which states tht, 'if there's a will, there's a way'.. Just found out tht Econs isn't as hard as i expected.. just need more reading.. and thts all.. will get my AS results during next year Chinese New Year festival.. thts fast.. Cambridge examiners are reli efficient.. two thumbs up!
emo session
starting from tomorrow night, my paternal cousin is coming over to my house.. our house will be filled with noise, noise, noise, noise & more noises! i will need to learn how to steal valuable time to study then.. wow.. didn't know tht i have typed quite a long post for my blog today.. i thought i wanted to type a few lines to indicate tht i'm feeling emo now.. but i failedd.. i still love you
