Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 2:09 AM
the whole twilight series by Stephanie Meyer is nice.. trust me i finished reading the 4books in 3days time.. its ADDICTIVE inspires
1:48 AM
Question: how shud u feel when ur ex bf tell u tht u're DAMN HOT?
The most exciting part of my life today.. i was 25mins late for my Cambridge AS Exam.. how cool is tht huh? hands down.. not blaming anyone for it.. not gonna tok bout it, AGAIN.. i think i just nid a bit of magic to get things work.. and m not toking bout him.. i realised, m living happily without a bf.. so why do i need one?
things are changing
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Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 1:09 AM
Happy belated birthday to myself.. thanking those who remembered my birthday!
i still love you
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 11:51 PM
Give me a kiss on my cheek to show tht u still carei still love you
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11:24 PM
i think i'm quite enjoying the way i'm feeling recently.. call me weird or eccentric and see if i care.. nothing much for me to say bout my recent life.. its just, yeah, back to the studying life.. yes, u heard me, ANDREW.. i am studying.. been having insomnia for days.. till like early morning only i was able to sleep.. today i slept at 8am.. thts early i guess.. nothing much.. just trying to fit 10 core studies into my head.. with my brain complaining tht it has too little memory capasity left..
emo session
wht eventually made me feel worse was to know tht my bro became taller again.. thts just so annoying.. why is he growing taller when i'm not.. dun tell me m too old for tht.. i understand tht very well kayy.. wellll.. i'm just... just saying tht why am i not as tall as he is? GRRRR.. life is unfair..
emo session
i need 3 straight As'.. i want to get a scholarship to study law.. i want to prove to myself and definitely my parents tht i do not need their hard-earned money to further my studies, i am not risking with my own future and i am definitely is old & matured plus independent enough to take my own responsibilities.. i just terribly despise the way they thought tht i am studying cuz they wanted me to do so and not based on my own free will.. and i'll definitely search for means and ways to get a scholarship to go over to Manchester U to get my law degree by studying 3years there.. i don't wanna get twinning.. heard samuel said tht Singapore government do not recognize law twinning programme in malaysia.. they want us to study directly in UK if we are expecting ourselves to have the opportunity to work in Singapore..
emo session
Eventually i will have to strive harder and better in this AS.. or i don't stand a chance to get straight As' during the A2.. Law is just a study plus memorizing thing.. its not hard for me.. nor Psychology.. i calculated the marks tht i needed to get an A.. sayy minimum of 55 for Paper 1- short questions, 25 for Paper 1 -Section B, 15 for Paper 2 - Section A and lastly 17 for Paper 2 -Section B.. well, its good to be ambitious.. haven u heard of the saying which states tht, 'if there's a will, there's a way'.. Just found out tht Econs isn't as hard as i expected.. just need more reading.. and thts all.. will get my AS results during next year Chinese New Year festival.. thts fast.. Cambridge examiners are reli efficient.. two thumbs up!
emo session
starting from tomorrow night, my paternal cousin is coming over to my house.. our house will be filled with noise, noise, noise, noise & more noises! i will need to learn how to steal valuable time to study then.. wow.. didn't know tht i have typed quite a long post for my blog today.. i thought i wanted to type a few lines to indicate tht i'm feeling emo now.. but i failedd.. i still love you
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008 @ 10:18 PM
know what the picture means? it means being alone in somewhere tht u can't fit into.. being alone is not necassarily a bad thing.. being alone is a bad thing when u're feeling bad and it makes u feel worse.. and when u can't seem to fit into the surroundings no matter how hard u tried.. u'll have noone to turn to when u're facing all these emotions.. i think i'm feeling lost right now.. i have no sense of directions of where to go, where i want to go and where will i be.. i can't possibly tell this feeling to him.. when he opted and made up his mind.. i supposed there was no turning back.. no turning back for us and no more possibilities for us to get back together again.. is that so? i can't share my feelings nor he can share his thoughts and feelings with me anymore, isn't it.. bear with my insecurities.. i can't help it.. it happened bout 15days ago.. just recently when i stopped crying myself to bed.. i thought i have already comprehended.. but just yesterday.. when i thought of it.. i can still feel the bitterness and i still feel sad.. what will happen to us as time passes? i think i knew the answer.. we have already departed away from each other when u made up ur mind.. it's only gonna worsen.. i still love you
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Monday, October 13, 2008 @ 8:20 PM
Give me a kiss and tell me everything will be all right soon
i still love you
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Saturday, October 11, 2008 @ 7:12 PM
6 more days to my birthday
9 more days to AS exam
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Sunday, October 5, 2008 @ 7:19 PM
Song: hai shi hao peng you (Fish liang/leo ku)http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/243341ht.htmi still feel paini can still feel the pain.. what is wrong with me? i tot all i needed was a few days and i'll continue moving on again.. just like how it used to be.. why am i checking my phone so regularly to see if he called or sms-ed me? why cant i just carry on when he has the ability to move on? thing is, what do i want? i want him to tell me how important i am to him.. i want him to tell me how much he likes me.. i want us to get bak to how we used to be.. get back to how we used to be? then will this same thing happen again and i'll be heartbroken again? i can't get back to how we used to be anymore even tho my heart is telling me to do so.. reason is, cuz i dun want all these heart breaking things to happen again.. i cried, and yeah.. does it mean tht i am weak? i dun know.. all i want is for him to call me again.. he offered to call me every night again.. but i refused.. cuz i dun know why is he doing this? is he merely pitying me? if thts the case, i'd rather not getting his calls.. and why do i miss him this much? i am weird.. something is wrong with me..
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the whole twilight series by Stephanie Meyer is nice.. trust me i finished reading the 4books in 3days time.. its ADDICTIVE 
