Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 10:53 PM
Song: Joyce Zheng (zhi jue-intuiton)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rqg2Q4kECcM
its actually a video.. weird huh, mindy is recommending a video.. cuz i cant find the song's link.. read at wht i just sent him this afternoon.. cuz few things happened recently..
i feel sad
i got something to tell u.. i've been thinking alot last nite.. i think i have done more than wht i shud do.. to be frank, i reli miss u la.. till i dunno wht shud i do or rather wht can i do.. and i think we both know it very well, tht u might have liked me.. but u definitely love ur freedom more.. u're not ready for commitments like wht u've said previously.. *note:previously he told me.. he doesnt wanna have a gf cuz he still wants to play around* sometimes i, myself also don't know why i feel sad.. act like u haven seen this message before.. and DUN REPLY ME..
i feel sad
ppl might ask.. why the heck did i ask him not to reply? to be reli honest to myself, to everyone.. i guess i dun have tht courage to read wht he's gonna reply.. i dun have the strength to face the consequences.. but i reli feel pain tht i have to express it out.. i am bitchy, ain't i?
inspires
