Saturday, July 5, 2008 @ 11:36 PM
Song: Fiona (xin bu liao qing)http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/228119ht.htmi am survivingi like this song ler.. its the song played in a drama.. c'est la vie.. if i did not spell it wrongly.. its a sad drama tooo... i remember someone used to tell me.. life is too sad for another sad drama.. try to listen and understand the lyrics...i'm survivingnot much happened today.. just tht my aunt called and told us grandma is in a dangerous stage.. she fell down yesterday.. and blood clogged in her brain.. she's currently paralyzed.. and my mom might be going bak tml.. depends on how serious she is.. cuz my mom has her business, family to look after.. these are the consequences of getting married i guess.. i told my mom tht i might get married but not having children.. but my mom told me something tht might make me remember for the rest of my life.. ''when u marry someone.. u will have to start comitting.. start to expect lesser and accept more.. when u're married.. u have to be a gud wife.. which means.. u'll have to have children when the right time comes''i'm survivingso i've made up my mind.. i don't wanna get married.. i dun want to b so extreme here.. i will not say tht i will NEVER get married.. as one kenot anticipate their own future.. i'll be having my driving lessons tml.. i kinda argued with louis just now.. i told him the difference between me and him is tht.. when i have issues with my frens, i would certainly confront them and make things clear between us.. but he would not.. by saying something unfair like ''i'll start treating everyone transparent.. and i'm only gonna bother my old frens'' i think its unfair.. i don't know.. he didnt even give us the opportunity to defend ourselves, ryte?i'm survivingi am currently reading this book.. quite a famous one.. the memoirs of a Geisha.. by arthur gold i think.. its a nice book.. tho i haven finished reading.. i'll be toking more bout the book when i finish reading it..i'm survivingP/S: i am trying to learn how to survive..
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