Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 11:22 PM
short update.. as i reli feel guilty for not updating my blog for soo long.. grandma passed away.. skipped the whole week and went back for the funeral.. as the funeral lasted for five days.. at least its better for her.. cuz she doesnt need to suffer longer, isn't it? thts the positive side.. i passed my driving.. gonna start driving myself to college starting this thurs I THINK.. hopefully i can get my license on wednesday.. then gonna go visit JACKIE.. *where areee u? dun c u online recently.. u nid to keep me updated* then things are reli getting WAY MUCH better between me and him.. we talked on the phone *quite* frequently.. just last nite we talked on the phone for bout 2 and a half hours.. he bought and sent me a sim card from where he is now.. and we talked bout whther he miss me and why isn't he expressing those feelings? and he told me cuz he doesnt dare to.. as i once told him tht i despise ppl who sweet-talk.. and he changed ALOT.. to more caring *worrying if i skip meals and eat on time,worrying if i'm sick*.. and he changed in the sense tht he is more likely to express his feelings to me..in wht sense? like to tell me tht he miss me.. and calls me ''sha gua'' (idiot) and with me calling him ''ben dan'' (idiot) back in return..
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