When the rain starts pouring,
i used to hope tht it'll nvr stops,
no matter how much i feel depressed within me,
i insist to stay on despite how bad it hurts inside,
i waited n waited for u to appear when i nid u,
but u nvr seem to be there for me,
if the day u ever figure out how am i feeling at this moment,
will i still b there,
waiting, hoping, and expecting you?
will i still be a fool,
lying to myself tht u are really concern bout me?
i am a fool
went out with jyy wei to listen to her bitch bout the guy she likes.. i can reli c how much she likes the guy.. i can c how much she's reli struggling to understand him.. i can c how much she wanted the guy to show tht he cares.. she reli reminds me of myself.. how pathetic i am.. the guy nvr reli express how he feels.. he's again the wooden type.. he takes her for granted.. like how he does... she reli reminded me how pathetic i am.. the person i love with all my heart, nvr fail to make me cry..
i am a fool
i reli feel depressed though, waited and waited for him.. but he ended up not contacting me again.. eventhough i thought tht he is changing.. he is reli improving.. am i just dumb or wht? i dunno.. i feel like m making a fool of myself..
i am a fool
anyway.. bought 2shirts and a jean today.. m finding a denim skirt.. i realised i got nice legs.. LOL
