i'm giving him the name, BUGGER.. i dunno why.. just feel like doing so.. cuz he keeps flashing into my mind without my conscent.. images of him are always potrayed in my mind.. and i kenot control it.. i better stop thinking bout him.. tht bugger kenot come online today.. and we KINDA sms-ed lar.. i still dun understand y it takes him so long to reply a msg of mine.. he reli has the ability to make me go crazy.. i asked him how is labuan.. and whther is everything there all right.. this is how he replied me
''Labuan is still ok.. better than my hometown.. i
like the beach here.. cuz those bikini girls are waiting for me''
all right.. i have the feeling tht he's just trying to make me feel jealous.. i better stop feeling jealous already.. i shall not fall on his trap.. i nid to constanly remind myself.. ' its all right mindy.. no big deal..'
nothing much happened today.. louis is kinda 'ill' for class.. but he came to fetch me to college.. thts very kind of him.. and he went home after tht.. he doesnt nid to do tht actually.. i knew why he did all these.. its because he likes me.. but i just dun have the feelings tht one is supposed to have when u like somebody.. i dun feel my heart pumping faster when he is around me.. i dun feel anything.. and i'm reli clear of this one thing.. i am only treating him as my (male) close buddy.. and there's another point.. i LIKE robin.. and i still do.. i kenot get over him yet..
