Wednesday, April 30, 2008 @ 9:42 PM
angst
today's post is gonna be in dead black.. i think it describes how i feel now.. i argued with my parents yesterday if m not wrong.. mom scolded me tht i went out everyday after class la, bla bla... she said she's giving me freedom but i dun know how to use it la... but has she ever told me what shud i do and wht shudnt? i tot she was just giving me freedom like how other 18yrs old gal gets.. they're just being over protective.. i didnt argue with her anyway.. i just looked at her with a very sarcastic way and said ya.. then went up to my room to sleep.. then today.. another issue which i reli think it is ridiculous. class ended at 5.30 today.. and there was this very terrible jam when we were stuck there for 1 n a half hr if m not mistaken.. not moving at all.. and i actually called and already informed her bout it.. then louis n iris decided to get Mcd as their dinner.. so of cuz lar.. i had to go.. ppl fetching me home and its quite impossible for me to complain so much ryte.. then she called.. she shouted la.. said i lied to her izit? kesas will jam till this bad meh? then i told her.. they went to buy Mcd as dinner.. she said my dad wants me to quite studying in Sunway.. sad ryte.. how sadistic these ppl are? i told them.. the reason y i study in Sunway is becuz this is one of the most recognize college in Malaysia.. if i do good in this college, i would get a scholarship easily.. and she said my dad wouldnt allow me to go overseas eventho i get a scholarship.. how sadistic ppl from the olden days ryte? u get an opportunity to do well in ur future career.. and they just banned it because they are being over protective.. FUNNY RYTE? and if i wanna quit studying there or not.. it shud be decided by me ryte? it is MY FUTURE.. it is not something like how u all did to me when i was a child.. they just wouldnt understand wht i am thinking.. wht they would say is.. u'll never understand until u be a parent urself.. ya.. i admit tht i will never understand until i be a parent myself.. but how sure are u tht u trully understands me eventho u are my parents.. how well do u know me? i dunno.. but i think m rlei thinking negatively.. i feel like dying.. i feel like the world is just so cruel..
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