finally its our 3rd term school holiday i guess.. i'm nearly dead in some subjects.. yet i return.. lolxx.. weird things happen recently.. reality hurts as usual.. frens are supposed to be there for u.. understand u and share their things wiv u.. i do understand tht some ppl cant share their secrets wiv me.. cant pour their hearts out easily to me.. but u.. my best fren.. was once my closest fren.. once vowed to be best frens for life.. once tried our best to maintain our frenship.. once tried to share everythin wiv me.. and now u turned ur face away from me.. i did nothing.. u didnt tok to me out of a sudden and turned to the malay gang.. but why would u do so? i find it weird.. i kenot think of any explanation.. i told my CLOSE frens and ppl bout it.. but they couldnt find me an approriate explanations too.. from my POV (point of view) i think u changed alot.. but its normal for a human to change from time to time.. ppl grow and ppl change all the time.. i guess i cant stop u from growin and changin.. i cant stop u from turnin away from me.. i cant change the fact tht u're changin and departing.. but FREN, i will still try my best to understand u... i promise =)and izit time for me to let go our frenship?

recently, things reli changed alot.. changed alot from how it used to be.. how it supposed to me.. parents argued.. parents fought.. mom gotten so angry.. mom refused to wash and iron dad's clothes.. dad lied.. dad did not understand.. dad gotta wash n iron his own clothes.. why things just changed by the way how it should be? why cant mom just be abit more understanding? why cant mom just trust my dad like how she vowed in her weddin vow? why cant dad just be considerate and understand tht now he owns a family and he is not single anymore? wht cant dad just understand tht he isnt how he should be anymore? why cant dad just understandd? why cant THEY just understand how i feel bout it? how i feel being in the middle of their fights? Bro.. why cant u just be abit more matured-thinking?

SPM getting closer n closer.. but i'm still not ready for it.. i'm still not in the exam fever.. lolxx.. am i just weird or wht? there are a few movies and i deperately wanna watch!!! arghhh.. am i grounded or whtt? its holiday, dude!