Complicated feelings now.. This is a song to describe how i feel now:
I’m starting to feel better ryte now.. But I
still do miss u very much.. Tiring day today.. I'm actually watching "Be my Guest" now.. Toking bout lydia sum.. Blogspot is having some prob actually.. or mayb it's my comp prob.. lolxx.. i feel better now!! i confronted the person i
USED
to dislike.. i feel better this way.. I don't dislike her anymore.. I don't put the blames on her anymore.. Girls have their way of solving their own prob u c.. lolxx..
When u have a mindset on how idiot the person is.. no matter what others say u wont get it.. I'm happy tht we're still frens actually.. I mean.. She's a good fren.. At least i do admire her cuz she reacts bluntly to ppl.. It good.. at least if compared to those gals who have two sided face.. =.=" all ryte.. Straighforward is good when it doesn't hurt anyone.. Straightforward is bad when it hurts someone.. Anyway.. I'm reli happy tht we're ok now.. lolxx.. starry! where r u.. i wanna tell u this actually.. lolxxx..
Girls tend to see things in diff perspective after they experienced something.. Lydia Sum said love is blind.. lolxxx.. thts truee!! I'm bloggin when i haven finish my hw.. ARGHH! Nvm nvm.. chill* one hw oni.. karangan oni.. lolxxx.. I have a clearer vision now.. =)
It's father's day today.. my dad is not here wiv us.. i think we are quite used to it already.. Last year's father's day.. we bought a cake and we celebrated it.. =D
this year is diff.. lolxxx.. "Be my Guest" is a nice show.. I sms-ed u and asked u.. whether do u still love me anot.. there's no reply.. until now.. are u sleeping? are u bz? or u just dun wanna reply? Do u still love me? I reli wanna knw.. At least give me an answer.. no matter wht the answer is.. If u were to leave.. I'll respect ur decision.. If u were to stay wiv me.. I'm glad and grateful.. and i'll cherish u more..
I saw this in kell's blog.. and i find it meaningful..
A million words would not bring u bak,
cuz i tried,
A million tears would not bring u bak,
cuz i cried.
