Saturday, June 16, 2007 @ 4:23 PM
a confession to make
It's raining now.. i felt so emotional suddenly.. maybe its cuz of the song I've just heard a few seconds ago.. i can't watch Astro now.. maybe they shud have invent sumthin so tht we can watch it eventho its raining or anything.. I'm feeling so empty without u wiv me.. i guess i reli do rely on u all the time.. is this a good thing or a bad thing? i wonder wht happened last nite.. *sigh.. mayb i shud have just wait till u are ready to tell me wht's happening.. All ryte.. i'll just wait then.. cuz i can't force u to tell me.. cuz u wont tell if u dun feel like telling me.. altho i'm angry or wht.. my "so called" best friend is chatting with his girl.. neglecting me.. sad though.. my bro is playing wiv his "addictive" online games.. mom is in Subang? Dad is working.. he's supposed to come home at this time.. but he didnt.. shud i say tht its a good thing? at least i dun need to get scolded or anything.. i guess he's just getting older.. the older he gets, the more he nags..http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/24233ht.htmVery meaningful song.. I'm not a romantic person.. I can't say things tht are romantic.. I find it hard to express my feelings at times.. cuz i feel embarassed.. btw.. its a chinese song.. lolxxI'm starting to feel tht I'm useless.. Am i useless or wht?- I'm not artistic
- I'm not smart/ I'm dumb
- I'm not hardworking
- I can't keep things in my heart cuz I'll convey my feelings
- I'm a hot tempered person
- I'm sarcastic if i dislike u
- I'm an emotional person
- I'll cry first if anythin goes wrong
- I'm a ruthless person if i hate u
- I can't help myself from toking bad bout u wiv my close frens if i dislike u
- I'm not understanding
- I can't comfort ppl
- I can't do anything for u when u're sad or when u're down.. I could just feel sad and down.. I couln't do anything else
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