Sunday, June 10, 2007 @ 9:04 PM
heart breaking thing
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this is all about a heart breaking thing.. u said i'm not open minded enuf.. mayb i'm not.. we argued over this issue.. over this particular girl.. no matter how heart breakin it is.. u juz dun knw how to avoid this person.. why? ouh ok.. she's ur fren.. and wht if i'm the one who did all these and i still dun avoid tht guy? mayb u won't feel anythin.. cuz u're open minded? ALL RYTE.. i don't knw how to act tht i'm strong anymore.. i tried my best to be open minded.. i tried my best to endure.. i tried my best to pretend tht m strong.. i tried my best to pretend tht i'm open minded.. but it isn't working.. i didnt knw tht both of u were this close.. i felt.. heartborken.. or mayb insecure.. i dunno wht can i do ryte now.. i felt so lost.. am i wrong for having this feeling? am i not open minded enuf?
can i reli throw my heart away? brainwash myself? wash away all those memories of u in my mind? i wish i could turn bak time.. turn bak the time when i have met u in my life.. haven started this relationship.. at least i could forget easier.. at least i could give up easily.. some told me tht i shudn't think so much.. but i'm not!! i didnt think.. some told me i shudn't care so much.. i wish i didn't care bout u so much.. i wish i didn't care so much in this relationship.. some told me tht "lettin go is hard, but holdin on wiv a person who doesn't feel the same is harder" inspires
